SHUDDER
- Aris Howsepian
- Jul 31, 2021
- 2 min read
[Verse]
Why do I sense blood on my tongue, waiting
Just to swallow it down?
Do I solve all the jigsaw puzzles
Just to tear them apart?
I inherited my impatience
Please just give me a chance
I can’t help it
I forget the taste of my own ignorance!
[Pre-Chorus 1]
Sing me a song then break me
Witness the creature of your games
Your final words and your breath forsake me
Taking your time with window panes
[Chorus]
I watch the skies go by
Farewell to endless summer
The sun will burn your eyes
But I look up and shudder
The memories will die
But I can hear them mutter
They look me in the eye
But I look down and shudder
[Post Chorus]
Oh I look down and shudder
Oh, oh...
[Rap]
“L-l-l-listen,” he said
With a lisp and stutter. I
Took a snapshot with a lens and a shutter
And a shudder and a shake
And a voice from the gutter said…
“Drink another drop and it won’t stop biting at ya’
Think a different thought and it won’t stop fighting with ya’
Close your eyes again and you won’t see the other side
Take a breath again
You won’t be unified.”
Divides coincide with sides of my brain
A shiver down my spine and the rush of the pain
Took a shot to the heart from behind and was left numb
Bullets come out cameras in the gutter where I left him
[Pre-Chorus 2]
Sing me a song then break me
Witness the creature of your games
Your final words and your breath forsake me
And now I’m
Stop. Start.
Let me go
From this aimless
Endeavor
Start. Stop.
Let me go
Crossfade this life
Forever
(Ever…x6)
[Chorus]
I watch the skies go by
Farewell to endless summer
The sun will burn your eyes
But I look up and shudder
The memories will die
But I can hear them mutter
They look me in the eye
But I look down and shudder
[Bridge]
Can I see it now?
Can I hear it now?
Can I taste it now?
Will I ever?
How do I see all my imperfections when the mirrors are cracked?
Can I hear any affirmation for the way that I act?
Could I have a taste of ambition to give hope to the past?
I can feel it…
I can feel it!
[Chorus]
I watch the skies go by
Farewell to endless summer
The sun will burn your eyes
But I look up and shudder
The memories may die
But I recall everything
They look me in the eye
But I look down and shudder
I see myself and shudder
Oh, I breathe in and shudder
I see you and I shudder
I don’t know why I shudder
[Outro]
Oh, I look down and shudder
I don’t know why I shudder...

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